Today I did not go to church as usual. I got up and posted some pics and went to Hooters to meet Goh, Nori, and Yuko right away at 12:00. We had a great time there. For me, the food in Hooters is just ok and it has nothing special. We went there because we want Goh and Nori to see the American girls dressing very short and sexy. We got all the waitresses together for a pic. both Goh and Nori looked very nervous but they got a very good pic. We went to the mall and Market stree afterward for gifts. Nori got a nice shirt of Texas Tech in the mall and Goh got a bottle of olive oil and a bottle of Olive in the market street. I gave them big hugs to say goodbye right outside Market street and then Yuko drove them to the airport. I really miss them. I hope I can see them in Japan again.
I went to school and got some exam papers with me for the class and I went to the 26th street coffee shop to grade over there. I found out I had a harder time to focus on grading but I loved the environment there. I felt like I was alive. It is way better than my office. Especially, I just went on a trip to NM and seeing tons of new people. I may try to stay in coffee shop more often.
I had a strange feeling today that I want to talk to church to disfellowship me. The reason is that I have been sinning a lot. I feel like I am not up to the standard of the church or I can say I am not up to any standard to be a chritian. I still love the Lord but I don't want people to look down at christian because of me. Since I was 16, I became a christian. I received so much blessings ever since. I can't believe now I want to give up all these blessings for my eternity. I was so faithful but now I have turned myself into a devil.
